27 October 2002 - 1:36 a.m.

So, life has been undeniably weird lately. I was telling someone the other night that just when I think I have something figured out, something happens to prove I'm wrong. This happens with everything. I have started to feel like if I sat down and started to ponder the fact that grass is green it would turn purple. That's how strange life has been.

I have noticed that I have the best friends ever. In the whole history of the Earth. I don't know what I have done to deserve this marvelous group of people who take care of me for no real reason other than the fact that they're here and for some crazy reason they love me. I love that here in my little tiny room I feel so safe and at home ... but that I feel this safe and at home a million other places too. Right now, I think if I wrote too much more, it would be crazy and rambly and wrong and not at all how I'd like to represent myself as a human being. So, I will rant about less important matters.

I went to dinner at Marché tonight with my Frave ... and then I went to see "Punch Drunk Love" with her and Alison. It was possibly the weirdest movie I'd ever seen. But I liked it ...

More ranting when I'm more coherent.

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