20 November 2001 - 10:26 p.m.

Recently people have been telling me that, not only are they reading my angsty little diary, they are also somewhat traumatized by the level of whiny-ness I have managed to achieve in recent days. I will just whine (or rather complain in a very vague manner) briefly in this entry and then I shall be happy and cheery, etc.

Okay, I am going to be very vague ... but, if you are not my friend and you are reading this, perhaps you shouldn't be. That is all I shall say about that matter.

Anyhow! :) I am in a wonderful mood. I am listening to my happy music play list on my computer. Right now, Etta James is singing "At Last." She is so cool. I wish I could be her ... or Ella Fitzgerald ... or Aretha Franklin ... or anyone who can sing kickin' alto belty stuff. I hate being a soprano. Yes, it's cool to sing something really high ... like the end of "Think of Me" or the solo in "Seasons of Love" or at the end of "Bless the Lord" but one high A, B, C whatever, is not nearly so exciting as being able to sing real jazz really well. (Jeff Buckley's Last Goodbye is on now)

I've decided the best part about flying is the cheesy magazines I read in the airport. I never let myself indulge in these magazines other times ... that way it's like a reward for being so brave when I'm in the airport.

Ahh ... airports. I hate them so much. If it weren't for the fact that it's my only way to get home for Thanksgiving (and for the magazines) I would not spend ANY time there ever. I'm so ready to go home tomorrow. (Now Matt Caplan's singing Divide and Conquer.) I need this break. I'm excited for the next month. There's lots of cool stuff going on and I get to practice a lot and learn lots of cool cool stuff. I just need a little tiny-sized break before it all starts.

I love this song so much. Man. I just want to post all of the lyrics to all of Matt Caplan's songs and then have little pictures of him singing and have his little voice pouring out through your computer speakers while you read my crappy babbling.

That's all the randomness I have for now.

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