01 November 2001 - 7:36 a.m.

I've decided what the worst feeling in the world is. It's that panic when you wake up and think you're late for something ... specifically orchestra. I woke up at 6:10 this morning, and thought that I had slept through orchestra. It literally took me five minutes to realize that (a) it was morning, not night, (b) it's Thursday and I don't have orchestra on Thursday, and (c) I was wearing pjs so I could not have been taking a nap.

On a happier note, I went to bed in SUCH a poochy mood last night. I just wanted to scream at the whole world. I was storming around and crying and being extra-super emotional (not a tremendous shock, but it was extra-super emotional even for me). I expected this mood to continue over to this morning. Surprise surprise! This morning when I woke up, I was so happy. I'm not really sure why. It's a marvelous feeling though, to be in such a good mood. :)

Anyhow, now I'm off to a ridiculously long day of classes and lessons and work and rehearsals.

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